To compound all that, I have an overarching feeling of responsibility.
I am literally two phone calls away from the prime minister of my country. This has nothing to do with my job but rather with the randomness of living in a small country. I can almost guarantee that any of those phone calls are likely to get at least 5 minutes of attention if approached right.
That just isn't enough though. At moments like these governments defer to specialized agencies. I've worked closely to some of these people and I can't say for certain they are implementing an optimized response to this. We live in an age where I think it's not unreasonable to believe that some random 1st year medical student on reddit is more up-to-date on this issue than the 60 year lady, who has devoted her entire life to public health, that is advising the prime minister right now. The former will have major flaws in his reasoning due to not understanding the basics of Epidemiology and Public Health, the later will have major flaws because she's living in 2010 whilst the information age is living in 2020. Organizations like WHO are being remarkably slow in this, in my opinion. Not wrong, just slow.
To relax, I just think I need to accept that optimal responses to a situation like are this utopic. We'll have to settle for the reasonable.
Later there is a Braga - Portimonense game in northern Portugal. Am I wrong in thinking that shutting this game to fans will end up saving one or two lifes in the future? In the most optimistic of scenarios. In the worst could very well end up saving 100 lives. Who knows? I'm not thinking about the dozens of games tomorrow. Just about this game tonight.